The Need for the Imam — Page 56
56 old mother, who is soft-hearted and chronically ill, is still alive, and so is my father. 52 I have brothers who are so near and dear to me, and I have other relations as well. Do you think I have a heart of stone that I have been staying here for months on end. Or have I taken leave of my senses? Or do I blindly follow something and am I utterly ig- norant of spiritual knowledge? Or am I known in my family, neighbourhood or town as a man who leads a life of sin? Or am I a pauper who keeps changing his guises to satisfy his hunger? 53 I am, by the grace of God, free from all such shortcomings. 54 Then what is it that has produced in me such steadfastness that has overcome all my other relationships? It is easily explained in one word: it is the recognition of the Imam of the age. And it is such a wonderful thing that it breaks up all other bonds and chains. You are well aware that to the best of my ability, I am familiar with the spiritual verities and inner meanings of the Book of God. At home, I have no occupation other than reading and teaching the Holy 52 May God protect him, and be his Friend, and may goodness be his lot. [Publishers] 53 God knows and the angels bear witness. [Publishers] 54 Arabic phrase: I do not hold my self pure, but God purifies whomsoever He pleases. [Publishers]