The Miracle of Ahmad — Page 124
124 HADRAT MIRZA GHULAM AHMAD وَأُلْقِي حُسَامِي مُغْضِبًا وَأُشَهِّرُ وَلَا غِلَّ فِي قَلْبِي وَلَا مِنْ جَبَانَةٍ I neither nurse a grudge against anyone, nor am I a coward; Rather, I forgive and throw down my sword. But at times I surely draw it in retaliation. فَإِنْ تَبْغِنِي فِي حَلْقَةِ السِّلْمِ تُلْفِنِي وَإِنْ تَطْلُبَنِّي فِي الْمَيَادِيْنِ أَحْضُرُ If you want to reconcile with me, I surely am ready; But should you look for me in the battleground, you surely will find me there. وَأَرْسَلَنِي رَبِّي لِإِصْلَاحِ خَلْقِهِ فَيَا صَاحِ لَا تَنْطِقُ هَوَى وَتَصَبَّرُ God has sent me for the reformation of His creation; Therefore, my dear, speak not of your selfish motives; rather, be patient and reflect upon my works. وَإِنْ أَكُ كَذَّابًا فَكِذْبِيْ يُبِيدُنِي وَإِنْ أَكُ مِنْ رَّبِّي فَمَالَكَ تَهْجُرُ If I am false in my claim, my falsehood will destroy me; But, if I am from God, why do you become guilty of vitupera- tion against me? فَذَرْنِي وَرَبِّي وَانْتَظِرْ سَيْفَ حُكْمِهِ لِيَقْطَعَ رَأْسِي أَوْ قَفَا مَنْ يُكَفِّرُ Leave me alone to be with God my Lord and wait for the sword of His command to act; As it will cut apart my head or the head of the one who calls me a disbeliever.