Hazrat Amman Jan - An Inspiration for Us All — Page 172
172 Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra relate d a very interesting and surprising fact; she comment ed that during the lifetime of the Promised Messiah as , his children were closer to him than their mother because of the immense love and kindness that emanated from him. Also, because the Promised Messiah as showed great respect and consideration for Hadrat Amman Jan ra , their children also adopted this attitude. Hence, they were very deferential towards their mother and more casual and direct with their father. This was despite his most exalted status as a prophet of Allah Almighty. However , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra continue d that after the demise of their father, Hadr at Amman Jan ra became " the world's most loving mother , " and had continued to be so up to the present day (ie after 35 years). She comment ed that Hadrat Amman Jan ra especially concentrated on compensating her daughters for the loss of thei r father ’ s love. She relate d addressing her mother , " I cannot remember you ever showing harshness, yet you still had a special authority and we were more relaxed with Hadrat Masih Mau ’ ud as in ordinary routine matters. I remember that because Hudur Aqdas (the Promised Messiah as ) respected and loved Hadrat Walida Sahibah (Hadrat Amman Jan ra ) so much, this increased my own respect for her in my heart. " 104 She recollect ed that although the Promised Messiah as strived to fulfil every small wish of Hadrat Amman Jan ra , this by no means caused her to ever forget his exalted status, even in a relaxed state. She had a firm faith in him and the greatness of his mission and identity, whi ch was evident from her every word and action. She reminisce d how her Mother became aggrieved when the Promised Messiah as began receiving numerous revelations about his demise 104 Ibid , pg 683.