Hazrat Amman Jan - An Inspiration for Us All — Page 158
158 Hadrat Amman Jan's ra weakness continued. Her heart now seeme d affected, and her blood pressure dropped. Dr Hashmat - Ullah Khan also began caring for Hadrat Amman Jan ra when he returned from the trip to Sindh on which he had accompanied Hudur, one month earlier. Hadrat Amman Jan ra was given oxygen to help with her breathing and injections to increase her strength during periods of weakness. During this time , Dr Munawwar stayed with his grandmother constantly. Dr. Hashmat - Ullah also attended to her as much as possible. Ma’i Imam B ibi Sahibah , wife of Muhammad Akbar, had the opportunity to look after Hadrat Amman Jan ra during this period. She relate d that this great lady never became irritable as people are prone to become during illness but was always quiet with " patience and seren ity". During the serious stage of her illness , when she became confined to her bed for the last two months of her life, she remained constant in her fortitude and gratitude to Allah Almighty. Her daughter , Hadrat Nawwab Mubaraka Begum ra , relate d that during this time it appear ed as if Hadrat Amman Jan ra had some Divine intimation that it was to be her final illness. Whereas previously she would occasionally complain of a headache, she did not even express such a minor complaint now. Perhaps , Hadrat Amman Jan ra did not wish to alarm her family of her true condition; or perhaps she was truly happy at the prospect of meeting her beloved Creator. Her composure also demonstrated the same compassion and consideration for others that she had always s hown throughout her life. Despite her constant suffering for two months, if anyone enquired how she felt , Hadrat Amman Jan ra would reply , "I am good. "