Hazrat Amman Jan - An Inspiration for Us All — Page 155
155 Once the Promised Messiah as passed away, no complaints, regrets or angry sentiments left the lips of Hadrat Amman Jan ra. She remained silent. She only expressed some irritation when the ladies who had accompanied her began crying and wailing. Hadrat Amman Jan ra then strongly admonished them , "He was my husband. When I am not crying, who are you to cry ?" Indeed , her outstanding patience at the loss of her beloved husband who had cared attentively for her smallest of needs, this great prophet and link with Allah Almighty, is evidence of how profoundly the Promised Messiah as had spiritually influenced his wife duri ng the 26 years of their marriage. Hadrat Amman Jan ’ s ra acute awareness of the magnitude of her loss was apparent when she went to look at the blessed body of the Promised Messiah as with some ladies and sorrowfully expressed , “You were the moon of the prophets. Because of you angels descended in my house. ” 98 Conversely, Hadrat Amman Jan ra was highly conscious of the magnitude of the blessings which she and her children had gained and would continue to amass because of their blessed connection with an appointed prophet. Upon their father ’ s death , Hadrat Amman Jan ra reassured her children , “My children , don ’ t ever think that , ‘O ur father has left nothing for us. ’ He has left for you a large treasure of prayers in the Heavens, which you will continue to receive in due course. ” 99 Hadrat Amman Jan ra endured this great trial with the utmost patience and continued to do so in events that were to follow in later life , such as her migration from Qadian. This indeed was a 98 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof. S. N. Saeed, p105. 99 “ Sirato Sawaneh Hadrat Amman Jan” Prof. S. N. Saeed, p104, quoted from monthly Dervesh , Qadian, Special issue, 1952, p24