Tadhkirah — Page 855
1906 855 [And Allah knows best]. There is also the good news that God Almighty will restore my wife to health and strength. [Badr, vol. 2, no. 21, May 24, 1906, p. 2 and al- H akam, vol. 10, no. 18, May 24, 1906, p. 1] (B) I had become very weak on account of mental fatigue and dizziness and was much afraid that I would not be capable of doing any writing and publication at all. I was very weak as if I had no strength left. In this condition I received the revelation: That is [Arabic] The capacities of youth will be restored to you. Thereafter, within a few days I began to perceive the restoration of my capacities and soon I became strong enough to be able to write two juzw 1050 of my new book with my own hand daily. Moreover, I was able to reflect upon and think out the subject matter of my writing, which is an essential need for writing a new book. Of course, I do suffer from two disorders, one that affects the upper part of my body and the other that affects the lower part. In the upper part I suffer from headache and dizziness and in the lower part I suffer from the frequency of passing water. I have suffered from these two afflictions ever since the publication of my claim of having been commissioned by Allah. I have supplicated for release from these disorders but the response has been negative. It has been conveyed to me that from the very beginning it had been appointed that the Promised Messiah would descend clad in two yellow 1050 A juzw consists of sixteen printed pages of a bound book. [Munawar Ahmed Saeed]