Tadhkirah — Page 675
1903 675 Lord prolong my life to 95 years and he said A m i n to it. I inquired from him how it was that he had readily said A m i n to my other prayers but had made difficulties about saying A m i n to this one. He made many excuses which have escaped my memory but the substance of some of them was: When we say A m i n, our responsibility becomes very heavy. [al-Badr, vol. 2, no. 47, December 16, 1903, p. 374 and al- H akam, vol. 7, no. 46, 47, September 17, 24, 1903, p. 15 and Notebook of the Revelations of the Promised Messiah as , p. 19 (with variation of some words)] November 22, 1903 Rama da n 1, 1321 AH 762 Prayer was offered at the time of serious illness. [Notebook of the Revelations of the Promised Messiah as , pp. 19–20] November 23, 1903 On the 2 nd of Rama da n, I saw in my dream that H urmat B i b i , paternal aunt of Sul ta n Ahmad, came to me in a house which resembled the dharams a la 763 of Sikhs. She appeared to be in a hostile mood and tossed a black rod at me which I parried with my white stick. Then I said to her: Were I a person moved by selfish motives, you could destroy me but if I am not moved by selfish motives you cannot destroy me. [Notebook of the Revelations of the Promised Messiah as , p. 19] 762 [Arabic] How excellent is your condition. [Publishers] 763 Literally means rest house. [Publishers]