My Mother — Page 32
32 She placed her right hand over her heart and affirmed, ‘I have made the pledge. ’ A pallor spread over his face and his lips trembled, but he made an effort to control himself and muttered, ‘That was not well done. ’ She countered with: ‘I have complied with the demand of my faith. I would be grieved if this should displease you, but I could do no less. If my stand causes you annoyance, you may proceed as may seem good to you. As for me, I have no doubt that He Who has taken care of me and provided for me so far will continue to do so henceforth also. ’ He called his personal servant and directed him, ‘Remove my bed into the next room. ’ Upon this she raised her voice a trifle and told the servant in a firm tone, ‘Remove his bed to the men’s quarter. ’ This must have surprised him for he exclaimed in a hurt tone, ‘Why that?’ ‘Because God, of His grace, has given me to see the light, and you are still in the dark!’ He realised she had won. He turned to the servant and dis- missed him, remarking ruefully, ‘She was bound to win. ’ The crisis had passed to everyone’s relief, but my father had still to make his decision, and supplicated constantly for their spiritual reunion. Chaudhri Muhammad Amin was also interested in the Movement, and my father—who was himself now inclined to move forward—enquired from him whether he would join him. He said that he desired clarification on certain points and it was agreed that they should seek guidance from Maulvi Nooruddeen,